Author: Anindita Bhattacharya
” Knock ,knock!!”, those days I used to have very deep sleep due to the heavy dose of tranquilizers I was put into as instructed by my docs.
But these loud knocks would always awaken me in middle of nights. I used to look everywhere with my barely open heavy eyelids, everytime nothing to be found. It had been almost 6 months I lost my first child due to medical negligence. I had to be put on psychological treatment, I know I should have been strong but things happen and we behave differently. I was desparate to get back my child with whom I had no post birth bonds except 9 months umbilical relation.
But I behaved strangely. I stopped going in social gatherings, took maternity leave from office,gave up all my hobbies,and stopped talking.But God was kind enough with me. Yes within 2 years HE gifted me with the best gift my darlo daughter. When I was confirmed with my second pregnancy I cried a lot.
Due to medical complications I was put into bed rest after 6 months.The last 3 months we( my unborn baby and me) spent time together. When she came to my life my life was filled with all glory.Her eyes, small finges, toes , her milky burp gave me life. I came out from my psychological trauma. She is a grown up teen now, but for me she will always be GOD’S special tiny gift for me.
Those magical feet changed my life altogether, I was reborn that day when she came to enlighten my life.
About The Author
Anindita Bhattacharya, currently residing at Singapore is an Electronics and Communication Engineer by profession but presently enjoying time with her teenage daughter.
Writing is her passion as she loved
writing since childhood. Presently she is a blogger associated with various online writing platforms.